why would i love those colors,
and not the others,
why i feel the touch with someone,
and not with others,
why there is accord with some,
while others dont bring that.
Is it what i have colored myself as,
colored my thoughts and myself,
in action, in drive, in all manifestations of self,
apparent self, not the total,
‘cos a total self, is natural,
it’s in communion with the existence, so ethereal.
I may reason and complain as I see,
others with their words and intent,
I decipher some of them not all,
same with the self, same in every moment,
the reason of conscious drive of this world,
and there I lose, the inner self.
I may not forgive and forget,
I may cling for long,
I may wish to have it all,
I may get a lot that pleasures,
but I will then be removed from the truth,
from the moments of realisation that matter.
I’d love to get back,
to the home, as one says,
where I feel more than I reason,
and I have myself with the truth,
truth that I will hold on to,
then I’d have lived forever…forever.
4 Comments
June 5, 2009 at 12:34 am
Oh, I just loved that.
Especially the last stanza (:
I am going to make this my personal message-
“I’d love to get back,
to the home, as one says,
where I feel more than I reason,”
I think it’s genius.
June 5, 2009 at 3:30 am
thanks …
June 5, 2009 at 10:12 am
Welcome (:
September 20, 2009 at 5:58 am
This fiction of yours have really got a deeper meaning ..n i can understand it very well..as even im at Japan..away from my mother land,leaving all my loved ones behind..but this is also apart of life..im eagerly waiting for that day wen i”ll complete my work n will return to my home country..dat would be the best day of my life..So with my Best Wishes for all the work n may you achieve everthing whatever you wish to achieve in your life always..